Thoughts on 2018

Can't believe It's already 16 of Jan,I still haven't started any of my goals yet (I'm the biggest Procrastinator,HEH) .Have you?

It's my 3rd year of doing 'thoughts on (the previous year).

This year was a good year,

Made new friends,Made new memories,Travelled more.

Places I've went

Jan

I took a short trip to IPOH with my family to visit my relatives. Didn't do much Zzzz 

Feb

Took a short trip to Fraser's Hill,Bukit tinggi with my friends. Super chill trip

March-April (Went end on march,came back beginning of april)

Bangkok Trip with my Ex-colleagues.

Bangkok is like my 2nd home.Is my main go to place for Vcay.Usually just go shopping,food hunting,sightseeing.

Just me and that lil' husky.

My OOTD for the dinner.

Hairy Fairy Fam

April

Went to Singapore to attend my cousin sis wedding.

Morning we attended their Gate Crash

My morning OOTD

 

And at night we attended their wedding dinner. 

 

My OOTD for the night

 

7-2=5

Missing another 2 pretty ladies :(

May-June(Went end of may,came back mid june)

My first time to Aussie. Stayed 2 weeks in Melb,2 weeks in Sydney.

I've visited many places and I can't remember all of them. (If you want to know where I've been,you can go to my insta and see my story,I've even locate my location :])

I really enjoyed this trip and I love Aussie so much!

Thank You Mummy for the AMAZING WONDERFUL trip.

Thank You to my cousins for being my photographers haha!

Here are some of my favourite pics. 

 Made new friends

Meet Up with old friends.

June

BF took me to Melaka for my birthday trip. (I lost most of my pic :[)

September

Impromptu trip with dad to Bali to visit mom.And ofcos holiday!

Here are some of my Favourite pics

October-Nov(Went End of oct,came back beginning of nov)

1st trip with my bf family. 

We went to Bangkok.

I really enjoy spending time with them. Thank You for making new memories with me! :)

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2018 was a good good year!

Thank you for those who sticked by me.Really appreaciate it!

I'm Happy :)

Thoughts on 2017

Ended 2017 with pain. Great 

It's my 2nd year of doing 'thoughts on (the previous year)'. YAY?

At the beginning of the year,everything was going great.

And when things starts to go smoothly for me,everything just doesn't fall right into its place. 

Many things I wanna share but its kind of personal to me.SORRY 

I've stayed strong,independent.

CRIED ALONE,LAUGH ALONE,I've even TALKED TO MYSELF. -.-

But no matter what you still need your parents.

When I'm at my lowest,I know MY PARENTS WILL ALWAYS BE THERE FOR ME !

Cherish your parents,love and appreciate them.

I love you guys! ♥

Top 3 list of things I achieved this year
(I'm gonna narrow down to 3 things this time cause I didn't achieved much)

1.Reached the age of 21

2.Started my first full time job

3.Be independent(This is kind of a big thing for me,don't judge)

The Big 21

OOps post this after a week.Can ma? HAHAHA

On the 10th June I turned 21. (Yay welcome to adulthood anna -.-)

I have seen many 21 YOs throw nice Instagram worthy parties and I'm here scrolling thru dem pictures and videos. (Ok fine not just the 21 YOs,I've also seen those above 21 throwing parties like this.)I seriously do not have the time to plan/host a party.I had to work on my birthday (FML)

I thought this year would be the same as the previous years but no.I was surprised by the poeple who were willing to spend time with me and made me feel special! 

6 June
Boyfriend,His sister and mom came all the way from their hometown to surprise me. Because they need to go back before my Birthday.

After chilling for awhile with them,me and my bf head to my parents house to celebrate my birthday.We Went out for dinner.Nothing special really,just happy to be able to celebrate early with them. LOVE ALL OF YOU♥

June10

Had to WORK on my birthday.

Had Pizza for dinner at my workplace & after work my colleagues brought me to Caffee Bean Solaris Mont Kiara to eat dessert! 

Thank You everyone for taking the time to spent time with and for all your birthday wishes! Blessed and grateful ! :)

WHY?!

Fairy Lights gives me positive vibes haha

Wooo....This month passed by so quickly!It's going to be Chinese New Year soon!YAY
Lazy month for me here haha #Don'tBeLikeMe
OK so here goes.Another rant!

I don't understand why people still think that you're the same one trillion years ago?
I don't understand why people judge a book by its cover?
I don't understand why people think you'll never change?
I don't understand why people tryna pull you down?
I don't understand why poeple are so ...I have tons to say but neh.Too much

Firstly,they don't see your often.Then they tryna understand you without even wanting to get to know you and make quick judgement base on your past.When they see that you're happy and successful,they will find a way to bring you down!Like hello,no life is it!?What are your objectives?Will all these made your life happier?Or will it bring you luck?Or will it change your life?Or Is it beneficial in your life?

No hate tho,just trying to be positive!

How I usually overcome?
1.I try to not give a damn!
2.I'll try to see the good in people
3.If I am doing something wrong,I will try to change.
4.I will seek for advise
5.Pray

I'm sorry if this post bore you but if you do feel the same way as i do,tell me how you overcome it? :)

Thoughts on 2016

(This pic was taken in the beginning of year)

2016 has come to an end.Am looking for to the year ahead! :)

I'm the type of person who regrets and hated my life every single year,but this year,everything was different.At the beginning of the year,I was anxious about what will happen in the year 2016,but in the end everything was good.Had my ups and downs,reconnect with old friends,spend more time with people I loved.I am truly grateful for everything.I am truly bless with people who supported,loved,encouraged,motivated,stayed throughout this year.
From the bottom of my heart,THANK YOU!

Spread positivity and God Bless ♥

Top 5 list of things I achieved this year

1.Dyed my hair (Bleached+Crazy color)

2.Got my braces

3.Cut my hair

4,Took up hair course

5.Took up manicure course

How I boost my Self-Esteem+What I did today?

It is normal for girls to be jealous of other girls.

When I see someone with has a hot body,

I look at myself and think that I can't have that type of body.

I always tell myself I look like a potato :(

When I see someone who is successful,

I look at myself and think that I won't be as successful as them.

When I meet someone who has better skin condition than you,

I look at myself and think that you will never get rid of them.

I always have that mind set that I'm not pretty nor can I be successful.

A few weeks ago,my beautician send me a message about a beauty image workshop.The title immediately attract me to know what is this workshop all about!I decided to go after a few thoughts.

Today was the day of the workshop at Nippon Menard.

Schedule

1.Breakfast

Breakfast was ok.

2.Bihada(Embellir routine)

I know how to do this,I even won something for making the best firm bubble :D

3.Lunch

I didn't eat much cause I was not use to the healthy food

4.Talk by Sheila Wong

She's one motivational speaker and she is good at what she does.She shows how much she cares about her life and she's willing to share her experiences with everyone!She really has that passion in what she do.(You can see it in her)

What I learned was,

How to dress according to occasion and body type

How to check what is our body type

How to give a first good impression to people 

& so much more!

I don't know how but after hearing her talk,I regained my self-esteem back!

I feel like I can be pretty on the inside and on the outside.

5.End

Reached home quite late cause I keep going wrong direction(I even used waze -.-)

These are my top 5 ways on how I built my Self-Esteem

1.IDGAF about what people say about me

2.Love myself

3.Find motivation

4.Make a change

5.Accept the fact

Mention:

Beautician

Rachel Lim

Jr Le Beaute Fb page

Sheila Wong

Her Website

Broken Friendships/BFF BreakUp

Broken friendships or BFF Breakup is worst than a Broken relationship or break up.
It hurts to see that person you once trust so much betrayed you.
It hurts to see that person you once cared just gave up on you like that in a snap.
It hurts to see that person you once were inseperable with,fade away.
It hurts to see that person you  LOVE so much just....

To me,friendships are just temporary.
(But if someone stayed,I'll love and cherish you more than anything!)
They change 
I do change,but for the right reasons.
They change,for something else?Be a bitch?(Not saying everyone is like that)
They come and go
Yup.Friends do come and go.
They stay,make you happy for awhile and then *POOF* GONE! MAGIC 
They betray
Yes this is the worst!
Your so called 'bff'/friend stab you right in your back.
They talk bad about you,called you names,make someone else hate you too. (Walao so free meh?)
They hurt you
In the end,everything leads to hurt.It feels like the heart,soul and mind torn into pieces!
What do you get in end?
#REALITY 

I admit,I'm not good in maintaining a friendship with someone.
As now I'm older,I'm happier with just a few friends around me.
I don't need a bunch of friends to hang with.
I don't have to please everyone and stress over drama.
Someone people might say I'm antisocial or introvert,but girl I'm happier this way.

To the people who took advantage and took me for granted and left me when I needed someone the most, FY! PEACE OUT!

Pet Peeves #1

Hi.Am very irritated right now.So let me just get to the point!

Disclaimer:Whatever I wrote is based on my opinion.You don't have to agree :)

1. Jerks who Fart in confined spaces

For the love of ... you think your fart very nice smell is it?!@#$%^&*()_+

Some people might fart out the 'Silent Killer'.Its the worst kind of all!
It smells like someone released a big fart bomb!
Fart more la,later people pengsan only you know -.-

Some people might fart loudly.Usually it doesn't have any particular strong smell.

To those people who love to fart in public,

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE HOLD IN YOUR FART WHILE YOU'RE IN A CONFINED SPACE!
I still wanna live!

2. Jerks who hog the fast lane

I encounter many types of people on the road.
Some are safe and good drives and some are just pure idiots and selfish drivers!

If you wanna be on the fast lane.Please drive the appropriate speed for that lane!
Nobody drives at the speed at 40km/hr.Please move df to the other lane!

Just because of you,you made all the cars behind of you slow down and caused a minor jam.

Sometimes when others honk at these types of drivers,the driver who is hogging the lane doesn't give a shit!Please la,be more considerate to others,this is not your grandfather's road k?

3. Jerks who can't even park when there is enough space to go in

Uhh I wonder how they got their driving licenses?

My dear,there is no car beside you and only one car is waiting for you to park and you still can't park, that means you're just poor.Poor in parking!You're seriously taking up a a lot of time you know?

The other day,I encounter one lady who took more than 15mins just to park.I was so mad that I almost wanna go down and park for her and even give her a piece of my mind -.- (KIDDING)

4.Jerks who do not listen or answer when you're obviously talking to them

Bruh you deaf or what?

Is just me and you.Who do you think I'm talking to?
Is it so difficult to answer back or respond?

If you don't wanna hear me talk or talk to me please just tell me,so that I don't look like I'm talking to a wall!

Whatever I wrote is based on my opinion.You dont have to agree on it.